My name is Darcy Lucas, and I live in Gladstone, MO. I am a wife, daughter, sister, friend and best of all, a mom. My husband Jeff and I became parents to Carter Benjamin on Friday, September 30, 2011. We had the most amazing 4 months and 18 days with him before he passed away on Saturday, February 18, 2012. This blog is about our journey to find our new “normal” again. I am finding it helpful to journal about my roller coaster of emotions, so I decided to record it in this fashion.